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No, I really don't fancy sweets that much. Very rarely I eat some. Now and then, yes. Like when you’re eating now, I don't feel any desire for it. If I do, I would. You see, how can you desire and don’t eat? I just don't have desire. (Yes.) I guess just like after you become vegetarian, you don't desire to eat meat anymore. (Yes.) You look at people eating meat, you have nothing in your heart, no feeling like you want to eat. And you also feel like, “It’s a bad thing.” But better don't be with meat-eaters too much, get tempted. (No way.) Better don't try yourself too hard. What? No way? (No way. No temptation whatsoever.) Oh, really? Yuck, huh? (I have to not look so that I don't feel pain.) I know, I know. In the whole supermarket, you don't want to. You just go like this, because you feel "Oh, my God!" Terrible. I know. After a while it’s like that.
It's just automatic that your love wakes up. (Yes.) Because before, it was suppressed. Your love is always there, and your intelligence, your wisdom, your compassion, everything was always there. But because they're suppressed by all kinds of garbage, the infection of the other people, the wrong conception, and the society’s pressure and the habitual, you know, passed down to you. And just too full, everything’s covered. So you are all covered. So only after initiation, you become… suddenly much garbage is lifted away. (Yes.) And then you feel your love, your compassion again. It's nothing new, just buried before. So the more vegetarian you eat, I mean vegan, vegetarian, the more pain you feel for others, if you see them. So you can't just eat them, because you feel too much pain for them. Even if you remember the good taste, you wouldn't want to, because you feel the pain of the chicken, the pigs, whatever, the innocent lives, helpless animals.
In India, I didn't have enough nutrition at that time, so I just craved for sweets. So you make sure you eat balanced food, okay? (Yes.) Take it easy. If you can’t eat raw, don't force yourself. Slowly, okay?
